When they fight and then suddenly stop because neither of them really wants to fight. And the fighting turn in to ironic remarks, which turn in to silly bickering and then they’re both laughing. That’s when she knows this is where she wants to be. Close to – no – on top of him, cradling her face between his shoulder blades licking salty sweat from the nape of his neck. So they lay there and watch the boats go by and the fight is already forgotten because it was futile to begin with. These are the times that will always be remembered and remembered and remembered. All she has to do is press Play, and Repeat.

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Emily

Den städiga rädslan att bli påkommen.

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Emily

Se på mig nu, vad tycker du. Ensam är stark? Vilket jävla skitsnack.

Tonight we went on a picnic, swimming and drinking pink champagne. Just like summer nights always should be.

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Emily

Det var sommar och hon ville här ifrån.

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Emily

Tänk rosa.

From the film Funnyface with Audrey Hepburn and Fred Astaire. The best fashion film you'll ever see.

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Emily

Steven Meisel, Vouge Italia December 2007.

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Emily

Möt mig där båtarna rullar ut - senare idag.

Tonight Kristofer surprised me with a BBQ down by the quayside. We watched the sun go down, had some beer and took pictures of each other. I'm so happy I'm in love with a boy who doesn't mind getting his picture taken.

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Emily

Du vet att du kommer älska det om du bara ger det en chans.

I'm so tired of photographing myself. My head is bursting with ideas but all my model friends are either on vacation or working too much. So I work, read Popco and listen to Chemical Brothers Salmon Dance, remembering how we danced on the balcony at twilight.

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Emily

I don't have Photoshop on this here lap top, but I really liked the light in this photo, in spite of all its other errors.

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Emily

I know, I know, sailor overdose...

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Emily

My mommy made me this. Ain't it the prettiest? I'm so in to everything sailor right now, it makes me so nostalgic.

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Emily

Bråkmakargatan.

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Emily

Under ett träd grenar och löv. Får jag vara här fast jag inte är död?

Click the pic to get the source.
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Emily

Det finns ingen i hela världen som kan ersätta dig.

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Emily

Men jag som aldrig hade blivit kysst kunde inte va tyst och dan efter läckte det ut och du gjorde slut.

Today I'm watching out for this man. He's a genius.

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Emily

Dominatrix.

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Emily

P.S. I'm in search for new inspiring blogs to obsess over. Any tips from you wonderful people? D.S.

I love this picture. It makes me long for the dark-room again, to go in for hours and work to the grit. Playing with exposure, filters, effects... Gosh, I have to get my own dark-room.

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Emily

Click the pic to get the source.

Since my camera is like an extra limb to me, I often take so many pictures I forget about them. This is one of those forgotten ones, which I liked but never posted. It's from a night about two months ago when Kristofer and I stayed in, got drunk and danced around to old old childhood songs on Youtube. We had the best time.

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Emily

I've been drawing again today.

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Emily

Ser ut som en bra himmel att sko hästar under. Ser ut som en bra himmel att dö under.

Two perfect opposites. If you look closely I think you could actually see Stockholm yawn in the bottom picture.
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Emily

Och var försiktig du har mitt liv i din hand.

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Emily

I always loved fabrics with a sense of tranparency to them, it gives them an extra dimension. Right now this blouse is my favorit garment. I bought it last weekend but I find it kinda hard to wear, it's much more beautiful on it's own. I guess some clothes are just to be looked at.

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Emily

I'm sorry about my absense this weekend, but I've been a real busy bee. We've been shopping new clothes for Kristofer (the ones in the photos, baby has great taste). Also, we celebrated a 30th birthday and danced to 60s music, stood by the runners in Stockholm Marathon cheering them on and yesterday I modelled for a friend of a friend who's a designer. All in all it's been a good weekend.

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Emily